dead and hungry D:

Ah~~ I changed my layout to black again. :P
I miss the black, it was such a shock for me to change the layout to white with such light and fluffy kind of bg. Anyways, I decided to stay simple and black...until I think of an idea of what to photoshop and get my hands on a FIXED computer =3=. Stupid viruses...

anyways, last time in class (summer school...), we were talking about death...ish. Technically, 'us' does not include the whole class, just the people sitting around me. xD
I realized I will never let myself die of starvation or be burned to death. I definitely don't want a death to do with with fire. I rather freeze to death and watch my fingers turn numb and fall off than be burnt to death.

Since there's a lot of amazingly delicious food around the world, letting myself starve to death would be the saddest thing ever. I will die of regrets, most likely, instead.

Someone was saying how they didn't want to drown to death since it's supposedly a horrible feeling. So is jumping off a building because you will feel the horrible impact before you die. I remember reading somewhere that you're still alive for 10 seconds or so and then you'll die. That 10 seconds must be the worst 10 seconds of your life...

Haha, JS told me she wants to die from an atomic bomb because you won't feel it...o-o'''

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Anyways, such a depressing topic. D: ish...

LONG WEEKEND! Yesh!!! I woke up at 3pm in the afternoon, filled with happiness and energy...

I spent hours and hours watching anime xD Yupyup~ life sure is great without Summer school -rants on- ! While I was watching, I could hear fireworks being set off. Feel like I'm missing out...but then again, I don't exactly regret not going since I'm not really a crowd person. Rather prefer sitting at home in my big comfy chair, drinking tea, and watching anime than pushing and shoving people, jumping up and down, trying to see the fireworks.

Yup, definitely not a crowd person...especially with my height... -frowns-

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Haven't gone on msn much lately either. Well, I have been appearing offline. I noticed that msn is really consuming too much of my time and I really don't like to talk to people who waste my time. The constant flashing of orange bugs me like crazy. Especially when I'm reading manga or watching anime or just doing something important, but had to pause because of that annoying flash, and click the tab to realize that the person was just saying 'lol'. Yeah, great. =3=
--Really annoyed of people who have nothing to say to me, yet starts a conversation and then stop halfway, making me wait like...10 minutes for a 'lol' or some stupid icon face. I hate that...makes me feel so desperate to talk to them. -fumes-

Anyways, that's why I'm not too big of going on msn. Plus, I could end up spending a day talking to someone for hours and hours and take up much of my working dad. I suppose my dad is pleased that I am a msn-addict no more. :D Yay~!

So hungry D:

a blog in a while

I haven't blogged for so long, which sucks! Lately, I have been so bored...SO SO SO bored!
There's absolutely nothing to do. Anime hasn't been interesting me at all, lately. I'm not reading any new mangas, only following the 'once a week update' mangas and Claymore. I haven't found the time nor have I been in the mood to watch a movie. Like, after I get home from summer school and eat, then chill on the computer for a bit (check email and all that), there just isn't enough time to watch a movie and feel at ease without worrying that I'm forgetting to do something. -sigh-

Well, at least there's only 4 more classes of summer school left! After that, I will get to relax at home and do all I want~~ watch movies to my hearts content. Not to mention, go to the beach and just accomplish my to-do list...well, at least most of it.

I decided to blog after spending 2 hours, I believe, playing crosswords and doing sudoku. It's so nice. I miss my daily newspaper D: I've been trying to walk by the bus stops on my way to Burnett, but the ones I pass by don't have any newspaper stand. One of them have the Metro, but it's too far-ish, and might get me late (since I wake late).

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I really need a getaway ~ I want to go travel, most definitely. After looking at my friend's Europe trip pictures and reading Melody's blog entry about her trip...I am jealous. REALLY jealous -cries-. I'm so bored here. D:

I've listened to this song for a year and a half now and still loving it (his eyes are just gorgeous! xD):

inception

inception. inception. inception.

it was WICKED!
I LOVED it SO much. Definitely worth $10 bucks (though I didn't pay xD Muahahaha~~a treat from a friend :P).

The sound effect was awesome, definitely. The graphics was spectacular. I did not find it disappointing...because as you know, these movies (with awesome trailers) will either turn out AMAZINGLY AWESOME or horrible...(like Knowing...that was BS. Definitely BS).
The acting was quite good as well. The Japanese samurai guy from The Last Samurai, Ken Watanabe, was in it! I love him and his movies. xD He's good. ;D

Ellen Page was in the movie and she, of couse, did well. I thought the acting was good and everything was perfect. I love everything...the effect, the sound, the plot, the layout, the theme...everything! The whole idea is just so amazing and twists your mind into knots, getting you to think. THe beginning was awesome, definitely. The Ending is so eerie and wonderful. It's so scary and haunting. I LOVE THE ENDING. I'm still thinking! A character is just so hauntingly amazing and she's the reason you doubt everything.

I think it was much well filmed than Shutter Island, of course. It was definitely better presented than Shutter Island because Shutter Island...the idea, was wonderful, but was filmed in a very confusing way (well, for some people...I thought it was AWESOME!!!<3>w<'' (Not to brag, but I'm proud of that fact! Muahahahaha~~) Anyways, I definitely recommend to watch, definitely. It's worth it. Worth it. Worth it. Worth it. I love the idea. It's so overwhelming. After the movie, I was shivering. I tried my best to talk without stuttering and I was just so..excited. So scared. So happy. So...I don't know! Hyper. I don't know. I was like...hyperventilating (is that how you spell it? Whatever. xP) But yeah. It's just me, I get excited WAY too easily. xD (Like the Prestige and Avatar and stuff.)
My heart was leaping, was thumping so hard. I was holding my breath the whole time towards the end. I forgot how to breathe!

I love how I leap into the screen, into the movie and I'm just like....SO HAPPY AND EXCITED!

Anyways, I shall stop my rant. Definitely watch, go go go!

(I now love Joseph Gordon-Levitt <3~~Go Leonardo DiCaprio~~ xD)

I shall blog about something stupid tomorrow that I discovered last night!

Dirty Dancing

Okay, Dirty Dancing 2 is ABSOLUTELY AMAZING<3
I love it SO much. One of my favorite movies now. I will try and find time to watch number 1, of course, since originals are always the best. I really need to overcome the fact that it was film from back in the days. The bad quality bugs me...

Anyways, please do read the 2 entries below because they are wicked awesome, not to compliment myself, haha.

Oh my gawsh...I still can't get over Dirty Dancing 2. Gahhhh~~ -screams- SO GOOD!<3
Diego Luna, my love, you have the most s*xiest hips ever. <3 If it's with him, I will definitely dance again. The chemistry in the movie~ so strong (of course, there are other movies with strong chemistry), but yeah. I love the Cuban music in there, of course.

DIEGO<333

THE BEST MOVIE EVERR!!!

No kidding, it's THE best movie ever!!
Please watch and be awesome:

so in love with...

Okay, I am officially in love. Not even kidding.
xD
My fangirly hormones are crying out again...>w<'''~~~ -sigh- I definitely recommend watching this (sadly, the embed is disabled): [ link ]

He's SO hawt...Diego Luna. Who doesn't love a guy that can dance?

I fell love at first sight when I saw the part (the first 10 seconds of this video). I love! LOVE LOVE! LOVE LOVE LOVE!

12:59

I noticed how people nowadays talk. They're just talking, they're not really...speaking.
It's amazing things changed so much compared to what it was before.
Amazing, yet terrifying.

Now, you don't know whether when someone is saying something, do they actually mean it or not. When you're speaking to them, are they hearing or listening. Will they just forget or engrave it in their mind.

I always try and make sure I say what I mean. Of course, no one can resist a sarcastic remark, but yeah. So far, I think it's working out for me...speaking the what I think. Well, speaking the truth. At least, I can guaruntee that I have no spoken a lie, other than under certain circumstances -cough-. xD
And as always, I'm trying my best to keep the promises I made. Although it kills me to know I have a slight, slight chance of not being able to keep it.

What I really despise it when people say one thing and do another that obviously contradicts what they just said. I'm not sure if people are really aware of it, but they're doing it! Don't make promises you can't keep. Don't speak empty words, taking the power away from those single words.

Empty words.

They're being tossed everything. It's actually really scary.
Everything that's done so often seem so used...so...not special anymore. For instance, I...myself, say 'I love you' to many people. Sometimes jokingly, as in...my 'I love you's mean 'I like you'. Of course, sometimes...they do have meaning, but to me, now...my 'I love you's just don't seem or feel very special. My 'I love you' isn't 'I love you' anymore....my love isn't 'love'.

The same thing for my 'I hate you's.

Ah, that also applies with my hugs. Of course, unless I squeeze the person to death or hug them passionately. -awkward look- Yeah. Passionately...for example...when my dad goes back, I give the hug of love! Muahahahahaha.
Anyways, I realized how I use some of the special words/actions so much that they don't mean as much. But hey, I don't hold hands with people, that's good. That makes holding hands meaningful to me...(I link arms with people).

Anyways, such a weird blog entry for the night/morning. Time for bed to prepare for another day of Summer School Phsyics! And another quiz...[which I will fail].

Blogging about death next time...haha!
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