heartbroken

Seeing my beloved Ace in pain, breaks my heart. He's so tortured that he rather be killed...and he hopes to die in order to prevent an all-out war that was caused by him. D:
He cried! THE 'Fire-fist' Ace cried! I cried seeing him cry, it's just so heartbreaking...

-sigh-

Even though just a few moments ago, I was laughing about some stupid panties joke Brooks made.
The upcoming events will no doubt, break my heart even more...shatter them until tiny shards, then smashed into ashes..dusts...whatever. -sigh- Why? D:

P.S. Prepare for further ranting/bashing/complains of hearbreaking. ):

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Ramen date tomorrow! Well, today, I suppose. Ramen date, followed up buy bubble tea :D How Asian of me!
Sadly, swimming has to be reschedule...darn it. Either way, I'm satisfied with Ramen and bubble tea. Might even sneak in a cheesecake eat-a-thon if my stomach is big enough. =P

(Been eating so much with my siblings these days, nice to have a break from them ;D)

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Ace D:

new adventure at night involving a police...

Haha, I just came home ish and just experienced something. o-o'''

Was pulled over by a police car for speeding. Let's just say it's not me, but I won't name any names. ><''' It wasn't too bad! No one got hurt and stuff and it wasn't too fast =S Was caught in that curve, like...the highway you go on when you go straight on Gilbert and pass the Mall and then pass the McDonald and the Petro-Canada gas station...><'' Yeah. -sigh-

It was...weird, but a very nice police guy. Let's just say, I will be riding a safe and slow car from now on. =) That's good. I feel my brother is still scared half to death...><'''

A $138 lesson learnt. My dad just laughed.
(I, myself, will never experience something like this because I'm cool :D Yay!)

Another off my 'to-do' list ><'''

The Cove

I have just finished watching this Documentary that has won the Audience Award for the Best Documentary at the Sundance Film Festival and I also believe it has won an Academy Award as well. I REALLY, REALLY, REALLY recommend you watch it and help spread the word around. I'm am still in shock and terrified by what I just saw. I cried so much...watching the beautiful blue waters of an amazing lagoon turn pure red. The underwater camera showed nothing but blood red. Watching from the camera high above, it was that little cove, filled with blood red water and the poor dolphins. D:

Please help spread the word and help.

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I suddenly just lost all respect I had for the Japanese. As you know, I'm a crazy Japanese anime, music, and fashion fan...but now. Well, I know not everyone in Japan knowsa bout this, but like...those fishermen...what they did. -sigh- Their actions doesn't define every Japanese, but they definitely made a huge impact on my impression of Japan itself and how people can be so cruel...so...I don't even know what to say. What they're doing is just so wrong. So evil. It's disgusting...I felt as if my stomach was twisted multiple times in my body, then pulled out, and minced or whatever...and stuffed right back in my body...

Not really pleasant.

Please watch and support!

FREE AT LAST~~

Officially free. Even when school was over, I was miserable during that one week break between provincials and summer school. I was dreading to go to class. -sigh- Finally, I am free. Yay~!!

This is the first time I only have 1 month summer break. Every year, I would always have a full 2 month ish 3 month break in Hong Kong. I feel so adapted there, it's as if I have lived there all the time. Of course, I still can't get use to bussing or taking the MTR alone. =S I feel so unsafe and insecure there.

Ah~ Hong Kong. I miss going to Hong Kong. Any kind of food you want, it's there. Vietnamese, Chinese, Japanese, Korean, Western, etc. etc.. I'm sure if you put in effort to find it, there will be Mexican. xD

The best part about Hong Kong is messing with people! -evil laughter- Because I look like I'm from Hong Kong anyways, aside from the way I dress, people expect that I speak Cantonese, but then I end up speaking English and they start freaking out. So mean, I know, but you just can't help it! Of course, sometimes, it's because I actually don't know and like, naturally, when I do order or talk, it's in English. I don't notice how white-washed I really am until I go back to China nd Hong Kong. It's so weird.
Can't keep up.

Anyways, FREE FREE FREE~~ -jumps for joy-
I can watch movies, read, go swimming, go to the beach and do whatever I want.
Time to finish my One Piece. I'm currently on episode 383. Impressed, right? Just about 100 more episodes to go. I think it's about 80 more episodes to go actually. Anyhow, FAREWELLZ~~

lyrics and poems and lyrics and poems and lyrics and poems

First, I would like to thank Mr. Tom for bringing me that 24 hours newspaper. Definitely made my day. THANK YOUS!! I finally had something to do in physics class instead of doodling/sketching designs. I'm out of dress designs, definitely not kidding. I have been redrawing chiffon dresses for the past few classes and it definitely doesn't help my craving for one. Chiffon...mmmmmm...dessert xD.

I would like to apologize because when emails starts to get too long to read and to reply to, it becomes a chore. I definitely know how that feels (sorry, my dear friend for the 3 weeks [or more] no reply!).

I suppose I should end my blog entry and resume my rushing-to-finish-my-3-weeks-of-homework-due-tomorrow-at-5:30-right-after-summer-school. :D
Had to search up lyrics and poems. Lyrics are practically ALL GazettE, but one Eminem (of course, I love him, but was too lazy to search through the stupid rubbish sites filled with ads for decent copies of his lyrics without typos as I am rushing to finish this assignment). Not Afriad. Awesome come back rap song. Strong, strong lyrics. Who doesn't love it? ~~

Time to finish my 2 poetry analysis, 'Everything has a price' essay, and wait for my 18 lyrics and poems to print out (5-6 pages). Ah, not to mention, try and finish Starman tonight (not that I have to, but it makes me feel happy and accomplish...and that's very, VERY important :P).
Oh, oh, I have to mention how, when I was looking at poems, I was reading some Shel Silverstein poems. I love him when I was younger, reading his funny poems. Where the Sidewalk Ends, Sick, Smart, Boa Constrictor, and etc..
They're so cute and funny, definitely a different style compared to the amazing genius, James Joyce, the beautiful English poems by William Shakespeare (filled with love and joy xD), and the powerful, genius as well, Emily Dickinson.~~ Classic poets, most definitely. Ah~ and of course, who could forget the amazingly awesome Pablo. Pablo Neruda. (Know him from 'We Are Many')

Anyways, farewell and good night~
[lookg forward to my date<3]

onion head vs. tuzki

beggin' - madcon once again, but with an awesomely cute and wonderful video that matches up with the song. Woooooo`~
'I'm beggin', beggin' you~u~uu

put your lovin' hand out darlin''

room makeover

I need a room makeover... :(

Doubt I'll get one though since I don't think I can part with my homey, artistic room. xD I feel so special with the baby blue room...the ONLY baby blue room in the house, aside from the purple theatre/game room, my room is the only colored one.

I think my next room, I will make everything white. Not exactly the most original idea, but I think it would make me really happy. What I would REALLY want to do is have a pure white room with white furnitures and everything...and if I could, I would splat paint on the wall :P Some kind of abstract thing.

I would want a Mark Tobey thing on my wall, but I think having a full wall covered in Mark Tobey styled work...will make me go insane and bend twistedly. o-o'' Yeah~ :S

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so obsessed with this...no idea why. xD
(sound so chilled<3)