busy week.

history history!

:(

I TOTALLY MISS YOU! :( you should come back.

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When i'm sick...i'm extra emotional and plus, with the lack of sleep, my coffee and sugar rushes and crashing isn't making it easy for the people around me. I apologize if I seem like a freak and acted like a fool. :( -sigh-
Only slept for 2.5 hours.  Japanese kanji booklet, history homework and history studying.  I know I could've slept more if I did more of my kanji booklet before hand and actually read my history stuff prior to the night before the test. That would've made life easier.

Feels like I can fall asleep anywhere so I decided to leave tutor 15 minutes early, but had to wait for the bus 15 minutes in the rain under a not-so-helpful-umbrella. -sigh- I think my cold got worse. At least it's not hard to swallow today and my voice haven't fully changed yet. Plus, no pounding headache and annoying coughs. Just a runny nose and a few sneezes.  Ah, and one-sided stuffy nose.

The season when Joyce always get sick every year is coming. :) And after Joyce get sick, people start getting sick (not hinting that it's my fault LOL). Just warning everyone...

sick before history test :(

oh, the pain!

I was crying, screaming like a madman/woman earlier. Not intentionally, obvs, but because I was putting on those invisible bandaid called New Skin and it stings like crazy! I didn't expect that level of pain and just tears kept coming out...seriously like waterfalls.  Don't think my sister really know how to react because when she spoke, I was getting annoyed and irritated at everything...yet I guess I kind of wanted comfort as well.

Oh, I hate blisters.  -sigh-

something different this year!

Since it's grad year, and because I'm stupid and wanted to drown myself in stress, I have joined a few things this year! Totally excited.  Will definitely (hopefully) keep my mind off things (and/or people) that irritates me.

Today, formally (ish) signed up for cross country club!  First time ever and totally psyched :D
During clubs day, signed up for a few things as well, so yeah. Looking forward to those too. So basically, this year, I'm doing:
1. Library monitor
2. Cross country
3. Colts that Care
4. Grad committee (nothing much there though)
5. Create a Smile (still wondering what this is...haha)
6. Free the Children
7. Pottery-clay class volunteer

Going to be a busy year! Hopefully, I won't be too overwhelmed and stressed. I'm sure most of the clubs are quite chilled and I guess if I can't handle math tutor classes with pottery volunteer, I can always ask to quite pottery class. I'll see how everything turns out. Best wishes to me. Hope this will be a great year!

a different approach

Today, I'm trying a different method on getting enough sleep and doing my homework! Went to bed right after school (since my second sugar rush came crashing down for the second time of the day) and slept until 3:00am. Now, supposedly, I should be doing my homework (which isn't too much).  Not really working out the best because I have been watching some youtube videos...haha.

Should get to work now, but yeah, that long sleep did help me out.  Now I'm just really hungry.

what's the point?

I get annoyed of people who try to be discrete when they're nosing into you business by asking questions, hoping you don't know what they're thinking...but yes, I know what you're trying to figure out!
If you have something to ask or say...just say it.  Don't ask a bunch of useless questions, trying to cover up your nosiness.  Newsflash: it's not working and on the contrary, it's actually quite obvious in an annoyingly obnoxious way.

No point asking me what my plans are in order to indirectly figure out your 'that' person's plan.
1. stop stalking me just because i talked to whoever your 'that' person is
2. go ask 'that' person yourself instead of snooping around my stuff
3. if you're curious, just ask flat out instead of pretending you're interested

thank you very much.