I attempted to fix my time, but failed again! -sigh- Plus, I need to do some 'back-to-school' shopping. D: Think I need more line paper and maybe this year, I will start using my binder right and maybe take notes in a notebook instead? Maybe. xP
As for pencils and pens, I still have my last year ones, which are still full of ink! I think I should maybe get more led...hmmmmm...

Aside from that, I should buy a few more jackets...that aren't black. xP Yupyup~ and maybe some colored shirts since I realized practically all the clothes I wear are black. =S I think it's pretty hard for my parents to tell the difference from the clothes I wear today and the day before. D: Plus, I need new runners! It's really hard for me to find the perfect pair of shoes, but I guess I'll somehow manage doing that, and a new bag...
These days, it's so hard for me to find a decent bag that looks right with me and isn't too overpriced. D:

Anyways, my sister's books came...o-o''' They look SO heavy!! Still weird knowing she's now a university student and that my brother is coming to RHS. Which sucks. xD I'm never free from them. D: Once my sister leaves, my brother comes. -sigh- Summer is almost ending, I don't think I have accomplished anything...-sighs again- Plus, I still need to go and make sure my IB schedule is correct and changed, and my fee as well! So much to do and haven't done with so little time. ):

a few more days

a few more days left and we're back to school. going to be IB students!

-sigh- i doubt i will really be able to get my time back in order before school starts so the first few days, i will definitely be dead...looking like some flesh-craving zombie :D look forward to that!

right now, just drinking milk tea (yay!) and chilling. i've been REALLY hungry lately, for no particular reason. can't really concentrate on the things i need to do...and plus, i've been avoiding all the stuff i actually need to make sure is done. not good. still feeling very out of it...so tired D: though i am sleeping!

anyways, this blog entry has no purpose to it. D:
i do have a few things to blog about, but i'll probably save it for later...when my mind isn't blank and chilled. :P blogging will probably my sanctuary when IB starts. going to try my best to treat IB like normal school stuff, just to keep away the stress and pressure. it's all about the mind :P

-sips tea-

heavenly

songs I have been obsessed for the past few weeks.

Edith Piaf. Legend.

annoyed

I felt like I should share the girl who annoyed me so much today. Well, technically, she wasn't what got me so irratated...she got to me annoy myself. :P
So basically, in Watermania, there's the high high high diving platform/board and this girl just wouldn't jump...she stayed up there for more than 17 minutes, I swear.

My friend and I watched her for so long! I sat at the edge and then I started narrating her...and then freaked myself out and annoyed myself. The end.

Man, that was so pathetic (for me)...and in the end, the girl did not jump! We were planning on leaving, but didn't know when we should so I said we should when she jumps. That girl was like, pushing people off and wouldn't go. It was so amusing. >w<''~~ -sigh-

There were these guys who were doing flips! I was truly amazed and it made my day....until I started freaking myself out with my annoyance and then looked really retarded to anyone who passed by me.
Back in the ol' days, jumping from a diving board was impressive enough. It was cool!

swimming

Came home from swimming! Yay!

Still loving the feeling of afterswim! :D Nothing feels better than a breeze brushing by you when you step out of the chlorine-filled swimming centre. xP

So tired now. D: Wish I had tea, but it's all gone...
Brewing another pot of tea is too troublesome since I'm like...half-dead at the moment plus, it would be too hot and chinese tea doesn't fit me mood. ): anyways...

ear

A storm is brewing...
I'm getting this eerie feeling. Not good.

I only hear the thundering and grumbling when I'm back in China, but here? Never.
-crosses fingers-

edit: nothing happened. Yesh! :D
then my swimming date is secured for tomorrow! Thank gosh nothing happened, doubt I could sleep with a thunderstorm growling out my window. D:

maybe

I feel that sometimes, I think too much or perhaps I'm just way too sensitive about things. =S Well, actually, I never really thought of myself as a sensitive person. I do think too much about a certain thing, over analyzing and all that annoying stuff. Although that may be a good thing for certain situations, I tend to over think for useless stuff. Of course, I never think at school. :D Which is one of the key reasons of my current grades. -evil laughter-

I suppose why I tend to not study or try in school because if I do, and for some reason I don't do well, I will get super disappointed and then start ranting about how unfair life is because I wasted time. If I don't try or work or whatever and I do bad, it's easier to comfort myself by thinking: Well hey, I didn't even try...I'll probably do well if I did!
And of course, if I did do well, I will be all smug and think I'm quite smart. Haha! xP

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Anyways, back to the over thinking. I think overthinking about certain things is one of the reasons why I'm starting to lose faith in humanity. Or many it's because I'm reading way too many mangas and watching way too many animes and dramas.
...then again, it could be that I'm right and what I'm thinking is correct.

I feel like I'm BS-ing so I'll stop being my head bursts. D:

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I really hate how I'm not able to smooth talk my way out of things when I really need that skill. At times, I can be such a smooth talker and can easily work things out with my mouth, but when I really do need that skill for an emergency...I end up messing up and then...ugly ending.

Just like how when I need to remember definitions for terms or whatever during a test, it in the back of my head, but I just blank out. However, my excellent and awesome memory is clear and bright when I have to talk about anime and list out all the details. Fail, man. My dad claims that it's because I fill my head with anime stuff so that there's no room for other things, maybe, but earlier...when I was talking to someone, I couldn't remember the name for some Gintama characters (Kagura and Shinpachi). -sigh-

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I've been entering short entries recently so I decided to blab a long one. Not that I will BS.

Hmmmm...what makes a person interesting?

Because they're smart? Because they're different? Because they have stuff you don't have? Because they're 'in'?

Just been thinking about stuff lately since I can't sleep at night. No, it's not because I refuse to sleep. Seriously, my eyes get SO tired and I would close then and try to drift away to dreamland...but it doesn't work. D: Sucks to be insomniac, no kidding.

I'm still very p'ssed off about how people over-rate themselves and TRY to be smart. Though it's none of my business, just...such eyesores! Bah!
And when I think more about these things, I feel that I'm overthinking and I'm such a horrible person. Then I would think about horrible people and then blah blah blah. I'm droning. Gah!

Ah, great news though, I finished 2 and 1/2 books. ;D Yay to the 2 weeks of happiness~~ and they're thick with tiny words. :D I feel proud. Still a long list to go though. Bleh.
Night night, to those who could sleep. I still haven't made any progress to the 6 weeks of tutor homework...