So last night, after running errands with my dad and having a good bonding time with him trying out tea and buying stuff (it was a whole new experience! Watching the Chinese method of tea serving), I was feeling so much better and honestly thought I was getting better too. Unfortunately, when I got home...I felt this chill on my back and that made me feel really weird with that odd tingle. Despite being an avid anime watching these last few days, I abandoned the readings I was suppose to do and the episode I was watching and went to bed at 9pm (which shocked Mr. A). I went to bed shivering and dressed in fuzzy pants and a fuzzy coat, three layers of blankets, socks, surrounded by my stuffies, and a heat-pack ready to be used if needed. After sleeping for a while, I suddenly woke up feeling like I was being burned and went downstairs to my dad to find that I am running a high fever...
So much for going to bed early! Needless to say, I had a fever after sleeping for two hours in and ended up staying downstairs. I had to drink the awful NeoCitron and, thankfully, had some congee made for me while I caught up on How I Met Your Mother and Community. Ah, the Dean definitely made me feel soooo much better, hahaha. I miss the Dean...and definitely, this new season has such a odd atmosphere to it...and these depressing events happening. I can never stop feeling CHANGed out by the CHANG. Ugh! And I feel there is a lack of Dean appearances. Anyways, after a painfully long night...and being stuck at home all day (ruining my hopes of seeing Mr. A), I feel much better now and surprisingly, did end up doing one module for co-op (the one I missed last night after finishing my Compsci lab!) and did my discussion post for Cmns 110.
Time for a little anime and bed time!
Showing posts with label fortunate. Show all posts
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Sunday, January 26, 2014
Saturday, November 3, 2012
endless new starts
i make mistakes after mistakes...
what makes me different from others is that i am fortunate to have some one forgive me over and over again, letting me start anew each time...thinking it's worth it.
despite all my flaws, i am given countless chances to redeem myself each time.
thank you.
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today, the eastbound skytrain to king george, which i take every day to get to surrey central, was stopped because a bomb was spotted on the tracks.
news were on it and made me freak out because today, due to the strike, my classes were cancelled. I was ended up commuting for two and a half hours + back and forth...
although nothing happened, if something were to...i would be freaking out right now.
just two hours before, i was still on the skytrain...if i had stayed to catch breakfast or didn't text my classmate to learn about the class cancellation, i would've been stuck around the surrey area...stuffed into a shuttle bus to get by...
i realized how lucky i was today.
how lucky nothing happened...
the route i take every day...to have something like that happen is actually really scary. how long was it there? this whole time?
either way...i have been way too paranoid these past few days with nightmares. waking up every half an hour when i turn or move...
keep staying up and being awake.
it was due to the halloween horror episode thing i watched with my sister and her boyfriend and andy.
not the best idea...
i thought i matured and grew up, but i guess so did my active imagination..which resulted in my inability to sleep...i now depend on passing out to get some rest..
hopefully this ends soon. brainwashing myself with happy anime at the moment.
anyhow, good news is i figured my schedule for next semester. very un-art, but i will be only at the burnaby campus. guess now i can decide which i prefer and also, after the bomb incident, i kind of don't want to keep taking the skytrain. to be honest, the skytrain/bus station is really sketchy...some times i get kind of paranoid when it's getting late.
either way, i will also be able to see if i like business courses. haha. but lucky me, midterms and exams are back again. good bye, midterm projects!
what makes me different from others is that i am fortunate to have some one forgive me over and over again, letting me start anew each time...thinking it's worth it.
despite all my flaws, i am given countless chances to redeem myself each time.
thank you.
--
today, the eastbound skytrain to king george, which i take every day to get to surrey central, was stopped because a bomb was spotted on the tracks.
news were on it and made me freak out because today, due to the strike, my classes were cancelled. I was ended up commuting for two and a half hours + back and forth...
although nothing happened, if something were to...i would be freaking out right now.
just two hours before, i was still on the skytrain...if i had stayed to catch breakfast or didn't text my classmate to learn about the class cancellation, i would've been stuck around the surrey area...stuffed into a shuttle bus to get by...
i realized how lucky i was today.
how lucky nothing happened...
the route i take every day...to have something like that happen is actually really scary. how long was it there? this whole time?
either way...i have been way too paranoid these past few days with nightmares. waking up every half an hour when i turn or move...
keep staying up and being awake.
it was due to the halloween horror episode thing i watched with my sister and her boyfriend and andy.
not the best idea...
i thought i matured and grew up, but i guess so did my active imagination..which resulted in my inability to sleep...i now depend on passing out to get some rest..
hopefully this ends soon. brainwashing myself with happy anime at the moment.
anyhow, good news is i figured my schedule for next semester. very un-art, but i will be only at the burnaby campus. guess now i can decide which i prefer and also, after the bomb incident, i kind of don't want to keep taking the skytrain. to be honest, the skytrain/bus station is really sketchy...some times i get kind of paranoid when it's getting late.
either way, i will also be able to see if i like business courses. haha. but lucky me, midterms and exams are back again. good bye, midterm projects!
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