lately, it takes me hours to fall asleep...if i even do. and when i do? i wake up in the middle of the night (or morning technically) in panic.
-sigh- my memory has also been really bad and hazy...and i really do hope this is because of stress.
Happy Halloween!
really appreciate i got to see the few people i did today :D or talk to those who really do matter. i guess i got connected to everyone that really mattered to me today.
on the bright note...HR NOW was a success i hope...and the photos i took weren't all that bad! on a bad note, next week and the few others after will not be much of a joy ride.
also, seeing "you" today just ticked me off like crazy. argh. im being driven insane and my water show is going on the lose. i feel so freakin' messed up because of this.
whatever. -sigh- in a sense, i knew what i was getting myself into. but i guess i was caught off guard. i hate how i keep clinging onto the past and just can't look forward...or just accept the changes. even though it's not too long ago, but i just miss the old times...and just how it was...fairly simple lol. and a simple complex. i don't know...either way, it's better than this.
time for bed. maybe an episode for vampire diaries first...then bed. good night, and sweet dreams to those reading this.
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