Monday, January 31, 2011

another monday night

biozone biozone biozone
biology quest (quiz + test)
math quizzes, 2
english essay thingy

-sigh- i'm so tired, i'm not even in the mood of 'skipping'...if that made sense.

i do think i might be getting sick though. for the entire day, my stomach as been feeling wonky and my head is a little light headed. not to mention the sudden rise in temperature around my neck.
hopefully i feel better.

Sunday, January 30, 2011

a post just for you !

i love best friends.
2:20 just made me shiver...like crazy so once it's over, i will replay again.
dim dim dim, i need it
replayed for 3872935872308741283449495904930t384798 times (i don't know what 't' represents).
kai looks so adorable/girly in the first image that appeared in the best friend vid.
they have totally matured and grown up, no hate.
Woke up with the strangest dream. People tell me sometimes, you dream what you desire deep inside, no matter how much you deny it on the outside (of course, other than the nightmares because those are just projections of your deepest and darkest fears). So after this dream, I am now more confused (not really) and feel a little awkward.

Great Sunday morning, eh?

No sarcasm. The sun is really nice. If only I can wake up to the sun everyday, I think going to school won't be so bad.

The Shawshank Redemption

Time for bed.

Saturday, January 29, 2011

Sleepless in Seattle...
Saturday well spent.

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Friday, January 28, 2011

today

I have 5 hours and 20 minutes left to do my CAS. Also, I just realized I didn't do my tutor homework...which I will still try and finish by tomorrow. I will try my best to pour my heart and soul into it...ha..ha...

Anyways, today, I have stumbled upon a situation where I don't really know what to do. Usually, there will always be a side where it is more 'right'. At least...it will have a more positive effect compared to the second option. The problem I was trying to help with was where one person has to give up their happiness/feelings in order to make the her/him happy, who is the person he/she loves. He/she did not really show much affection towards her/him.

Normally, I would tell the person: "If you really love that person, you would let her/him go because seeing that person happy will make you happy."

I believe that is true love.

In this case, not just because the opposite partner did not show any affections, but...they are already together. For two people to be together, that means the feelings are mutual...which means there should be some 'love' involved.
In a relationship, the two people should be equal. There shouldn't be one person whose always doing more than the other...constantly.

In this case, the person I am helping seems to be more in love, putting in more efforts, and is the one deciding to give up so the person he/she love will not be 'suffering'. The person he/she love isn't exactly 'suffering' just because of their problems...but rather other things as well. I find it awful for the opposite person to dump all him/her anger onto the person I'm helping. (Sorry, so confusing).

Either way, I mean...deep inside, I wanted to tell the person I'm helping to not say anything. I find it unfair for him/her to let go of her/his feelings to satisfy the opposite person. I mean...from the beginning till the end...every action made was all based on the opposite person.

D: