been keeping myself busy, going out and such. trying to keep my mind off some issues, though obviously...i know what's going on. -sigh- now that i'm 'all grown up', i thought i would let go of my little fantasies of perfection...but i guess i'm not as grown up as i thought because i still care about it.
for now, i suppose i'll just pretend to be clueless and go back to sleep. turn a blind eye. (very pathetic...i know)
time for bed.
film and arts media festival tomorrow!