Friday, June 3, 2011

just when...

...i thought everything was okay, it's not.
so confused and i don't get it anymore. don't know if it's me or what...-sigh-

i'm going to just leave this and give up.
i know it's not the best solution, but it's definitely going take off some tension from my headache. anyways, not like anything stable was going to work out...seeing how things were from the start. just another 'spur of the moment' thing...which is really sad.
i should have guessed, should have known...yet i just chose to not believe.

now, just dangling here..midair ... wondering what's going on on both sides...
to find that
it was just another
dead
end.

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awful day today. maybe a worst?
i think i'm getting sick...probably a minor cold, but definitely one of the worst headaches that wouldn't go away. felt like banging my head on a metal pole or my desk...or the wall.
and this morning, felt like puking my guts out because i was hungry...and when i got breakfast, didn't feel like eating. ugh. this sucks.

anyways, much better. went to shoppers and got some relief med (thanks JK) and yeah...
hopefully will feel better for tomorrow, JACK'S BIRTHDAY!!

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