took a nap and woke up to study math

suddenly, i started thinking about my past feelings.

suddenly craving my godmother's blueberry cheesecake filled with love!
suddenly missing my dad again (might be because he called me o-o'' through my cellphone? long distance)
suddenly thinking about $#^$*@

"now you're trying to fix me
mend what he did
find the piece that im missing

but i miss
and i miss
and im missing him"

thinking about the past. not regretting, just...a little sad and lonely.

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