no chance at all

Not being given a chance at all. And this whole time,  my senseswas correct.  Whats the difference between that and giving up?  Hows that change?

Just noticed change and chance only differs in one letter,  'g' and 'c'.

How can i rest then?  Knowing everything i dont know,  realizing the problem isnt just anything.  The problem is me.  I know that.  Stop denying.

So tired...so much unsolved issues and problems lingering.   Yet,  i haven't even finished  and its too much already.

How yo find the solution then?  How to be the solution when theres a problem within.  When im a problem myself?