a new change

things went different that i hoped and expected.
through lots of painful thoughts and negative thinking...i somehow ended up wanting to change and feel changed, at least a bit.
going to stay positive.  going to be positive for you and me.
thank you for the support i have the last few days.
the support from everyone and you that made me feel like i'm not alone, preventing anything stupid from happening.

a new step,
going to be entirely different...
but the closure i have now,
the conclusion we all came up with...
its makes me hope and look forward.
not entirely move on...
but move on and continue my life.
focus on myself...
desire to be different, be better and not fall back into my old habits.

its a first step and a hard step.
but i think by next 12th/14th...everything will be changed. all of us.
and a new beginning for sure.
a truly positive and good one.
one where there will still be flaws,
but not the same ones we all kept having.
not the same faults.
more matured realizations
a more ideal result.
i'm hoping for that. i'm working for that. and i hope we all are.

thank you for the new start, for the new motivation.
time to discover a new self! a self where everyone will be proud of and feel more happier and positive around. that way, all of this hardship and decision-making will not go to waste.
that way, everything will last a lifetime...like our original plan!

time to get some fresh air! :)

miss this song! brings back memories :D