sorry

Until the last moment you’ve consoled me
But it’s as if you don’t know.
What is it that makes me miserable
I swell up at the days that are to be forgotten
More so than for the days when I will be left alone
It pains me that I can’t give you
More so than I can’t have you


“I never meant to hurt you
I never meant to make you cry
I only wanted to tell you”


You turned away, but even then you worried about me
But it’s as if you don’t know
what is it that makes things so hard on me
It’s not the
Loneliness that is left alone,
The tear stained heart,
Entwined moment,
The one and only truth,
It’s the sorrowfulness that everything that will be forgotten
I swell up at my image even erasing the memories
The image that I would get so familiar with


“I never meant to hurt you
Only wanted to tell you”
“That I am still in love with you”