gotye

le petite france & cappucino

actually, this is my schedule book. as cute is it may look, it contains my death days. :')

so much to do and catch up on!

still need to find time to make some chocolate truffles. interested?
i also want to find some spare time to watch some movies.  have yet to finish Doubt and if you've been reading for a while, i always finish the movie i start in one go (but i died yesterday).
On the bright side, i did manage to watch (recently) Gran Torino, Black Swan, rewatch Sex and the City, and part of Doubt.

also realized my high metabolism is really becoming a problem when i'm sick. lost 5 pounds and im even more underweight...84-85 pounds, anyone? ~ :( will try to eat more, but even my regular weight is 90 pounds, which is 5 pounds under the weight i should be, 95-111lb. anyways, i will deal with this later.

will rant about the stuff i have been thinking about another time. for now, i will be a good girl and do homework so i have spare time to spend with daddy. (whose leaving on wednesday).
[ have a feeling i might have a chance of getting sick again. -sigh- ]

a sufjan stevens morning

surprisingly

now that i'm older, i learned so many new things about myself that i have never assumed.

i always thought that i would be the mushy, lovey-dovey kind of person, but turns out i'm not. although i do see feel my heart flutter when i read shoujo mangas or one shoots and romance novels.

i never knew i'm pretty into different genre of music.

i love to talk on the phone for a long time, even if there is not talking.

and how i can stay awake without coffee and just on music.

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my head is still not in place. had a fever earlier tonight, but i am getting better. no worries.
apologize for my short temper and rants.  thank yous so much for putting up with me. i really, really, really like you. and sorry for keeping you up though :(

thanks for sharing this with me, i suddenly woke up:

it's beautiful. so colorful in many different ways o-o

Gran Torino

great movie. perfect ending. crying so much. still sniffling.

what makes a person amazing...

...is the little things they do.  The little things they notice that you don't and that makes you so much happier.  They care about things that matter to you and understand that it's important.  They're genuine and you are able to tell.  The love emitting from their actions.  The thoughts they put into everything.

there's so much more to it, but my brain is dead at the moment.

i love seeing something in someone.  makes me so happy. it's also disappointing when there are days where i just don't see any. maybe i'm just unaware.

been constantly listening to this:

sick.

was running a fever.  still having a runny nose. a cough once in a while. over-filled trash bin.  almost empty tissue box.  a sniff here and there.  little rub on the itchy nose. buzzing in the head.  back aches constantly.  tired and sleepy.  can't fall asleep no matter what. feel like jelly. hungry, constantly hungry.  dry and chapped lips.  sore throat and a manly voice.  hard to swallow.  clogged nose here and there.

yeah, this sucks when you have a pile of homework waiting.