Can't anymore.

I really can't do this anymore. I feel like I'm going insane. I keep crying and crying so much even though I don't really have any reason to cry...nothing THAT significant that I will need to lose tears for. Perhaps the fever is really getting to me. My fever is back again and I need to work on my socials and finish it by today!

I had 6 msn conversations going on all at once. Finally, I'm free although I feel awful for going off, but I really can't stand this. I'm so confused. So many things are going on all at once and with my fever, annoying runny nose, horrible coughs and this awful voice that hurts so much when I talk, I don't think I can do anything!

I hate this. I don't want to be here anymore. I thought I could talk to someone, but I can't. I end up blogging it since everyone is having their own problems.

I miss my sister...but she's suddenly mad at me. I thought Tuesday and Wednesday has brought us closer together, but it hasn't. I thought I could complain to her and she'll understand that I'm just renting out some anger, but she doesn't. She told me to suck it up and deal with it (my projects). I AM dealing with it, I just want to complain a little.

I hate this. I'm using 'I' so much. So much problems all at once. I'm so confused and I can't really talk to anyone about how I feel since..I really don't know how I feel. I'm just being so emotional about EVERYTHING. I'm being repetitive. I'm being depressed. I'm going insane. I'm confused. I don't want to be here...

I hate this.