them stress tears

after cooking corn, boiling 3 eggs, squeezing out Kewpie mayonnaise, adding in pepper, adding in oregano, adding in basil, adding in cayenne, adding in cajun, peeling eggs, cubing the eggs, washing the utensils, adding in the canned tuna, mashing everything together, and ending the process of making a tuna & egg salad...i resumed my studying.

and eventually, when I am forced to face my studying since there's no more e-mails to check and no more facebook notification since everyone sleeps at a normal time...the stress tears came pouring out.

immediately, i dialed the number and just cried. i freaked out about what i'm doing, the course, the school, the choices i made, and the everything in general.

what the heck am i doing 1:28 am in the morning?

seriously.

i just want to watch a movie.