surprisingly

now that i'm older, i learned so many new things about myself that i have never assumed.

i always thought that i would be the mushy, lovey-dovey kind of person, but turns out i'm not. although i do see feel my heart flutter when i read shoujo mangas or one shoots and romance novels.

i never knew i'm pretty into different genre of music.

i love to talk on the phone for a long time, even if there is not talking.

and how i can stay awake without coffee and just on music.

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my head is still not in place. had a fever earlier tonight, but i am getting better. no worries.
apologize for my short temper and rants.  thank yous so much for putting up with me. i really, really, really like you. and sorry for keeping you up though :(

thanks for sharing this with me, i suddenly woke up:

it's beautiful. so colorful in many different ways o-o