as we sat there listening to the carolers. i wanted to tell Brian that it was over, that everything would be okay. but that was a lie plus i couldn't speak anyways. i wish there was some way for us to go back and undo the past, but there wasn't. there was nothing we could do. so i just stayed silent and tried to telepathically communicate about how sorry i was about what had happened. and i thought about all the grief and sadness and f*cked up stuff in the world and made me want to escape. and i wish with all my heart that we could just leave this world behind. rise like two angels in the night and just magically...
disappear.
that song
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i found it through watching a dance though
which did the song justice...
the choreography... ahhh.... the choreographer i love her creations and she always picks the best songs
the dancers were so wonderful too.. talented!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=76JlH9mYqHg
feels like recently ive dug up a hole
hiding there