Monday, December 6, 2010

out of the zone

Today, feel so flowy. Morning was just terrible for me. Horrible morning, stupid class, pointless homework for a tiring night. Block 2 (spare) and the second math block, I felt 'high', haha. Must be that Green Tea Frappe! Then, during lunch, I felt all bleh (not that it was horrible since I had an awesome friend to talk to) and English was just...dull for me.

Powering on 3 hours of sleep isn't the worst for me, but it definitely isn't really the greatest. I almost fell asleep during dinner...face flat in my steak.

Came home and slept from 7:35pm to 9:35pm.
I hate this.

Agh. It's already 11:32pm and I have no idea what I have been doing. Don't feel like doing History, nor do I really have the class time to actually work on it (Art...can't do other homework and now History is second block!).
So want to skip TOK, though Mr. Young is very nice. When will this week be over?

I need someone to come and slap me in the face to wake up because I feel like I'm somewhat asleep. -Yawn for the fifth time now-

Going to be a long day tomorrow. Going to have to face all that #@*U&#@O*!#!*U)@I#*U8YR83e. Going to have to suck it up. Going to have to forgive and forget.

Who am I kidding? SO not going to happen. Me, forgive and forget? Might be one in a million chance in my next life, but definitely not this one. I feel that I live to hold onto grudges...and I'm sure I'm not the only one. I'm just one of the honest ones.
(totally something I need to work on...says daddy.)


am I making any sense to you? Wah?

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