=O

My mom and I are better...suddenly. Isn't that good?

She brought me milk and food. I feel guilty for being harsh. My dad suggested I refrain from being so stubborn and saying so angry. I guess I should. But if I do..then another 'moment' appears, I will feel angry again and angry that I gave in...again.

I'm giving in..I already know it. I hate it, but then I can't stop...=\

Am I really a harsh person though? I find myself to be very cold...