i noticed i have a temper problem...haha.
and i think i will be deleting my kirai page soon since it's so..hateful. ugh. D8
perhaps its the good weather? or maybe the progress of my cold?
i am much happier. har har...and its the vita lemon tea!
either way,
I know i have some temper issues, especially with my family...my dad especially. need to fix it.
any advice?
as for my temper in general...know that...when i get mad, i will be better in a few hours definitely!
like, not even kidding. i actually forget about it.
the problem here is...the next time i get angry, i remember the previous issues...
so i guess i get angrier and angrier as time progresses?
I guess that just means you all should avoid getting me angry.
unless i fix this. D8
either way...BANZAI to VLT!
Saturday, March 5, 2011
Friday, March 4, 2011
mood kill
stop taking my stuff without asking. how hard is it to ask?
thanks for being biased. i feel so loved compared to the guy next door.
thanks for being biased. i feel so loved compared to the guy next door.
what have i been listening to: friday
the last 'what have i been listening to' 8D i did this for a week!
tell me if you want me to continue or it doesn't matter. i guess i did this to have something to constantly blog about.
i listen to mushaboom - feist studio version so the beginning of the mv was very different to me. i still prefer the studio version, so go check that out if you like. the beginning of the mv sounds way too numb for me.
finally friday!
im so tired. my throat is sore. it's been a whole week and my voice is still like this! i got different feedbacks. someone said it was 'cute' xD, someone liked listening to sick people's voices, someone said i sound sick, someone said i sounded like i'm going through puberty, and some people just said some thing. ha ha.
either way, i think my voice totally affects my mood since i have been mellow and calm this week (aside from monday). i have totally quieted down, which is 'out-of-my-character' apparently. either way, i miss my dad and im still me.
i guess this long, lingering cold is a great chance for me to save up my energy to burst out some other time, and a great chance to start a healthy lifestyle where i don't eat too sugary food nor drink too many bubble teas.
waiting for my medical examination report on saturday.
still need to drop by value village or some thrift shop for a clock to take apart.
met up with my EE advisor already so i need to scan the progress sheet
need to buy a film script from chapters
and get my L.
math test...i feel confident i did pretty well, but im scared to feel that way because whenever i do, i do bad. set a standard = feel down when you don't meet the standards. so my solution? dont hope too high so you won't fall too low.
my mark is my mark. be happy with what you get. if you're not, fix it for yourself, not for others' eyes. 8D
keep that in mind, everyone. don't let two measly little numbers knock your world off balance. don't let another pair of eyes, another voice, another idea control your opinions and reaction. 8) whatever suits you best, is the best.
(what an optimistic mood i am in - must be mushaboom)
tell me if you want me to continue or it doesn't matter. i guess i did this to have something to constantly blog about.
i listen to mushaboom - feist studio version so the beginning of the mv was very different to me. i still prefer the studio version, so go check that out if you like. the beginning of the mv sounds way too numb for me.
finally friday!
im so tired. my throat is sore. it's been a whole week and my voice is still like this! i got different feedbacks. someone said it was 'cute' xD, someone liked listening to sick people's voices, someone said i sound sick, someone said i sounded like i'm going through puberty, and some people just said some thing. ha ha.
either way, i think my voice totally affects my mood since i have been mellow and calm this week (aside from monday). i have totally quieted down, which is 'out-of-my-character' apparently. either way, i miss my dad and im still me.
i guess this long, lingering cold is a great chance for me to save up my energy to burst out some other time, and a great chance to start a healthy lifestyle where i don't eat too sugary food nor drink too many bubble teas.
waiting for my medical examination report on saturday.
still need to drop by value village or some thrift shop for a clock to take apart.
met up with my EE advisor already so i need to scan the progress sheet
need to buy a film script from chapters
and get my L.
math test...i feel confident i did pretty well, but im scared to feel that way because whenever i do, i do bad. set a standard = feel down when you don't meet the standards. so my solution? dont hope too high so you won't fall too low.
my mark is my mark. be happy with what you get. if you're not, fix it for yourself, not for others' eyes. 8D
keep that in mind, everyone. don't let two measly little numbers knock your world off balance. don't let another pair of eyes, another voice, another idea control your opinions and reaction. 8) whatever suits you best, is the best.
(what an optimistic mood i am in - must be mushaboom)
Thursday, March 3, 2011
on time
i like to be on time. i expect others to be on time.
5 minutes late is acceptable...i guess.
if you can't make it, if you can't do it...say so from the start. call, message, text...don't just disappear.
this is where your sense of responsibility kicks in, if you have any.
i hate waiting. i hate being late.
i get mad at myself for being tardy, imagine what i would be like to the person whose not me...
(this does not apply to people who make me happy or has a valid excuse)
5 minutes late is acceptable...i guess.
if you can't make it, if you can't do it...say so from the start. call, message, text...don't just disappear.
this is where your sense of responsibility kicks in, if you have any.
i hate waiting. i hate being late.
i get mad at myself for being tardy, imagine what i would be like to the person whose not me...
(this does not apply to people who make me happy or has a valid excuse)
what have i been listening to: thursday
when im sick, i eat yogurt...i think.
well, the habit is starting now.
day 2 of missing dad. (if you count yesterday's half day...because that was double the missing)
math math math.
the hard part i don't get (with the squared sine, cosine, tan, etc.) is not on the test...but the other stuff, can i do it?
english. ODITLOID...is in my sister's bag.
Wednesday, March 2, 2011
what have i been listening to: wednesday
dad left today.
i made the call before it was too late and tears dropped before i could get a hold of myself. unintentional for sure.
thank yous for the peachy tissues, Mr. Tom.
a little empty today
just going to sleep it off for tomorrow.
Tuesday, March 1, 2011
what have i been listening to: tuesday
medical examination today:
first time getting my blood retrieved through a needle like that
first time peeing in a cup...and it's difficultly disturbing
first time going through a medical examination
dad is leaving tomorrow and i could only study for my math test tomorrow...
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