may thirty

decision

decided not to go to toronto.
i wonder if i made the right choice.

i often think about leaving,
i always think about going away and,
countless times,
have imagined my life if i chose to leave...

but i realized this is not the time yet.
it's not the right motivation.

now, how to solve my problems then?

addicted

Harvey -- love him!

last week of exams

although i did poorly on today's three exams,
i only have three more to go (thursday and friday) !

so excited. especially when i know the night market is open ! argh, food !!

i haven't baked in a while and everything is kind of just sitting there -sigh-

bad new though, i realize i am a really bad addict.
yes, i am addicted again. at first, to another long anime series...
but now, i watched 10 anime episodes and 11 new television episodes within these 2.5 days. guess this is why i'm being distracted and failing my exams ? no idea.

all i know is it's making me happy -cries-
yeah, i sound like an addict.

still deciding where to go for university -ponders ponders-
and prom ! argh.
and cake ! grrr.
and tv !

i don't know

maybe it's time i move?


my almond crisps :)

sick now?

worst time to be sick and for some reason, i am.

had a fever last night... :(
then woke up with a pounding heading
and was throwing up all morning
until andy brought me congee =S

-sigh- hopefully i can get better until my next exam.

anyways,
my mameshiba obsession still goes on
oh, and i made almond crisps!

too much water

realize i kept breaking down and crying so much this week...
i guess that's probably one of the reasons why i feel so dehydrated.

-cough cough- i am now sick as well -cries- so sad...
during exam period!

anyways,
2/11 and by tomorrow, it will be 3/11

world is still a mess,
but realized who has got my back :)
and trying to think positively,
i am really really thankful for that.
just a message is more than enough
thank yous.

and sorry to keep crying
i guess through this,
i finally realized how weak i really am...emotionally and mentally

anyways,
i'm going to move forward...hopefully
no regrets

something to cheer me up -- poor poop D: